Dear Gramma, I can't believe you have been gone for three years already. I don't know if a single day has passed where I don't think about you and wish you were still here with us. I'm sorry I didn't visit you more when you were sick and in the hospital, I think I was just scared. I would give anything to have you back for one more day. There is so much I wanted to ask you or tell you, but now I can't. More than anything I wish you could meet your great granddaughter. You would love snuggling with her and cuddling her. I'm glad that grandpa is able to see her, but it breaks my heart to know that you are not there. I hope you on know that I miss you like crazy and think about you all of the time. You will be happy to hear that I am teaching L how to sign. I want her to have a little part of you with her. She likes the sign for cookie which I think is the first sign I can remember learning. I hope you are okay and feeling better. It was hard to see you in so much pain and frustration. There have been a few times where I am sure that you are with me, it's like I can feel you or sense you near me. Thank you for being there and checking up on me. I love you and miss you.
S